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Tuesday, May 31, 2011

Let's Start Over...

So I have been stalking anyones blog I can get access too. I have read most of them from beginning to end and I think I have this whole Sugar stuff all wrong.

I decided to give my blog a makeover. First of all, it wasnt fit to who I really am. I am a 23 year old female, who has brown hair, brown eyes, tan skin with plenty of tattoos. I have a sarcasitc sense of humor and sometimes, a fucked up personality. I am rough around the edges, and have NO time for bull shit. I am quick to kick someones ass to the curb. I am a mom to a beautiful little girl and a college student studying Criminal Justice..


                      SUGAR..

I am on Seeking Arrangement and SugarDaddie.com  I do not know if its because of my location, but I have better "luck" on SugarDaddie.com. Every once in awhile I will get some emails from Seeking Arrangement. The shit thing about SD is, you have to pay. Also, a lot of men on there are looking for a relationship. Most of the men that are looking for a relationship are SUPER clingy. I thought to myself, I can fake the relationship part. Atleast, I will try. Is it mean? Maybe. Do I care? Not really. I know Karma is a bitch. The men who wants a girlfriend seem to be more generous. Now that brings me to the first guy...

                                                         In my sugar bowl....


I started talking to this guy named STAGE 5 CLINGER lol...I will abbreviate and call him S5C haha...

Okay so S5C is a 45 year old man I met of SD.COM. He is in medical sales and lives 20 min away from me. We have been talking for two months now. About two weeks ago, we went to dinner at Rocco Tacos. We hit it off right away. I thought he was very handsome (finally a change from the duds I have met in the past), great body and smelled yummy. I think he put on a little too much cologne, but whatever. We had some drinks at the bar and then made our way to the table for food. We had great conversations and I felt really comfortable around him. The night ended and he walked me to my car, I could tell he wanted to kiss me. I do not kiss on the first date. I hugged him and thanked him for dinner. Right after he started texting me and asking me what I thought of him. I told him he was attractive and I was interested. We would meet up again soon.
S5C and I were suppose to meet up last week after I got out of class. His son was in a car accident and he couldnt make it. It was fine, I was tired anyway. The Saturday he wanted to take me to the Mall in Miami. Things got complicated. My daughter was very fussy. Her two bottom teeth are coming in and I didnt want to leave her with my mom. S5C said I could bring the baby, but I didnt want to. He was pissed off about it. Oh well, he raised a baby so he should cut me some slack.
I have mixed feelings about him. He is nice, but trys to control me. I do not like to be controlled. I guess that is the trade off to seeing a man who has money and a big ego.

P.S- S5C is looking for a relationship. I do not know how I feel about it. I really want something fun and casual and see what happens. I am not totally opposed to being in a relationship. Just not right away.
                                                          
He also sent me a pic of his ex, dont know why. If you google core models..she will come up in one of the albums on Myspace. She has a sexy look to her. Not very classy. We are TOTALLY different.

                         TONIGHT...
I have a date with a pot. I have not decided if I am going to go out with him or not. I have class tonight. S5C wants to hang out too and watch the HEAT game. I hate basketball and want the Mavericks to win haha. Florida pro fans are so fake. They only cheer for a team when they are winning.

Wednesday, May 11, 2011

Florida

I am finally back in Florida and settled. I havent updated in awhile because nothing was going on in Texas. I am talking to a few pots here. I was suppose to have lunch with one on Saturday but I was feeling kind of lazy so I canceled. I dont know why I did it. The man is SO SO SEXY. Maybe I am too scared he wont be interested in me? Usually I dont care. We havent rescheduled yet. I need to get my shit together lol.